.:. Random .:.

New el-jay

2006-10-19T10:04:32Z

http://llamallamalove.livejournal.com/

Add it if you love me long time!
♥

I'm just a girl

2006-08-26T07:21:40Z

Splitzville

2006-08-26T07:14:05Z

My dad is moving out... My mum needs space so my dad is leaving... tomorrow.

My other diary isn't working... Dammit, that's the only reason I'm writing in here.

That's all I basically wanted to write about... I think my friends should know. Even though some people don't read this. But I'm going to have to tell them some how. I don't particually want to tell everyone to their faces. I'll cry.
But yeah... I don't want to tell people. I want my parents to be like they were... ummm... when I was... I don't even remember the last time they were really happy... Maybe when they got married... Yeah I think so... I want it to go back to year 6 and everything be fine. Except I want Kirsty and Ronnie and all of my friends in my life. Mel and Angelo were already my friends in year 6. Haha... cool.
I have a new email address.

I'm going now! ♥

jgfhkth;khbtn;khguizshr;oihglhbfg?

2006-07-09T04:18:19Z

I'M ON HOLIDAYS!

That is all.

-Random

Yup yup yup!

2006-06-21T02:16:16Z

Updateness

Hehe

2006-05-17T13:33:36Z

benjispinkthong's LJ stalker is x_wensdai_x!

x_wensdai_x is stalking you because your LiveJournal is just SO damned interesting. They are also deluded!

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com

New LiveJournal....

2006-05-16T13:43:02Z

I'm thinking of getting a new livejournal. Just for the novelty of having another one. Or maybe because I'm not liking this one, Love the name of it, but yeah, I don't know. Thinking the new name could be FATFUCK, because that's what I am and always will be.

I'm not happy can you tell?
I'm so emo... .

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Think before you speak

2006-05-14T02:29:36Z

you'll be dead before you're thin enough. ---- and she's afraid she'll never be perfect

Girls:
Stop calling each other fat.
People take that seriously.
And this is what can happen!!

Guys:
You call a girl fat.
You tell her to loose some weight.
But is this attractive to you?
I didnt think so.

SO THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

sigh

2006-05-11T11:54:31Z

Damn it, why can't i be skinny. Stupid genes. My mum was fat when she was little. Godammit. i'm in such a depressed mood at the moment. Just because i'm not skinny. It's all my mums fault, looking at me like i'm a fucking pig just because i was comfortable with myself. Now i fucking hate being me. My body is gross, it's fat and ick. I put on a kilo in one day. Only i can do that. Fuck, i'm scared of food now, i hate eating because i know i'm going to put on weight. Food used to be great, now it's a nightmare.

I'm not making my thoughts up either if you are thinking that. I really don't care what i write in here anymore, if someone doesn't like what i have to say, don't read it.

I posted this in my other diary that's why it's all boring.

benjispinkthong @ 2006-05-10T23:43:00

2006-05-10T14:15:32Z

Wooo!

I've lost 8 kilos since the holidays! Woo

I feel sick and i'm tired, i'm going to be! Sleep burns calories! Woot!

...Random...

benjispinkthong @ 2006-04-28T14:29:00

2006-04-28T05:00:32Z

Telescope Eyes - Eisley

Ohh,
You humor me today,
Calling me out to play,
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth,
I can't be seen with you, you see

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone,

I wonder, why can't you see,
You're just not near enough like me,
With your telescope eyes,
Metal teeth, I, can't be seen with you,

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
Im just like you so leave me alone,

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone,

Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone.

Oh, you humor me today...

WHINE WHINE WHINE FUCKING WHINE!

2006-04-26T04:43:31Z

I'm going on a diet AND i'm going to the gym, i'm sick of being the weight i am. 70 kilos is not healthy for a person who is only 5'1". Also i'm fucking sick of people who are already stick thin complaining about how fat they are, ~~it's called anorexia guys!~~ My aim is to be 50 kilo by the end of the year. I'm giving up GB and going to church just so i can go to the gym and start kickboxing.

So by the end of the year i'm going to be 20 kilos lighter, toned and confident in my own skin!

Also i'm not going to let the whole working out thing get to me so it does result in an eating disorder. They
DON'T
look good on your resume.

That's my rant and thanks for reading!

...Random...

PS - Now a song for you fuckers who make me feel like SHIT!

Everything Is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack

Tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.
Please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition, to fall and divide.
Because I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,
Talking with strangers, waiting in line..
I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.
"Are you feeling fine?"
Yes, I'm feeling fine.

Tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.
Please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous
Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires
Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling..
Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire!

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine"
Yes, I'll be just fine.

Tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.
Please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

Give me a reason to end this discussion
To break with tradition, to fall and divide,
So let's not get carried away
With the process of healing relations
I don't want to waste your time.

Tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.
Please tell me that you're alright,
That everything is alright.

Everything's fine.

Kinda ironic, considering how i'm feeling! Such a great song! <3

So bored

2006-04-25T05:52:02Z

I'm really really UBER bored at the moment so instead of doing a random arse blog on MySpace i'm going to do it here!
Everyone ~~loves~~ me here so they won't care!

FUCK!

~~<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3~~
can you tell i'm feeling loved!

how's everyone feeling today? Just making conversation. Conversing is good!

you know what SUCKS about Livejournal..... no smilies! That's a pout and a half moment!

Weeeheee Meet The Barkers is on! That show FUCKING rocks!

Rancid = <3

Yeah i'm bored so i'm going to go and randomly comment people!

LUUUUUUUUUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
~~Not at you though~~ -points to that person i'm talking to-

Stolen From Angelo!

2006-04-25T04:50:24Z

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 80 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 163 movies on this list. Put your score in header and repost:

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane

Running Total: 4

( ) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Running Total: 7

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp

Running Total: 16

( ) Harry Potter
( ) Harry Potter 2
( ) Harry Potter 3
( ) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch.

Running Total: 19

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots

Running Total: 24

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
( ) King Kong

Running Total: 30

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( )Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber

Running Total: 36

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards

Running Total: 37

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

Running total: 43

(x) Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Se7en
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown

Running Total: 47

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2

Running Total: 52

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2

Running Total: 58

( ) X-Men
( ) X2
( ) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of fire
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Running Total: 67

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin

Complete total: 68

I'm not a LOSER! I have a life! Woot go me!

...Random...

sad

2006-04-17T13:13:14Z

Beau broke up with me today. This entry is sad it doesn't deserve any HTML codes. He broke up with my through a text message.

I cried.

The End

Stolen From Kimmie!

2006-04-08T07:48:01Z

x. full name = Nikki Anne Jaeger
x. birthday = 14th November 1988
x. zodiac = Scorpio
x. piercing = 4, my nose, lip and ears
x. tattoos = None, yet
x. height = 5'1"
x. shoe size = 8
x. hair color = Dyed pink and black
x. length = Short
x. last movie you rented = Don't remember
x. last movie you bought = I don't buy movies
x. last song you listened to = Stories and Alibis - Matchbook Romance
x. last song that was stuck in your head= Tiger Lily - Matchbook Romance
x. last cd you bought = Matchbook Romance
x. last cd you listened to = Matchbook Romance *sensing a themem.....OBSSESSION*
x. last person you've called = Smelly
x. last person that's called you = Rick, last night when i was asleep
x. last tv show you've watched = The Football, Melbourne and the Bulldogs
x. last person you were thinking of = Beau, i just messaged him and he hasn't replied

do ...
x. you have a bf or gf = YUP :D
x. you have a crush on someone= Yup, my boyfriend
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = Not really
x. you think about suicide = I have, used to
x. others find you attractive = Yup
x. you want more piercings = Yeah, my tounge and a surface peircing
x. you want more tattoos = I want A tattoo
x. you drink = Yeah
x. you do drugs = Nope
x. you like cleaning = Haha, no
x. you like roller coasters = Yuppers
x. you write in cursive or print = Print
x. you carry a donor card = Nope, but i'm an organ donor

for or against ...
x. long distance relationships = I don't know really
x. using someone = Against!
x. suicide = Against!
x. killing people = Against!
x. teenage smoking = Against
x. doing drugs = Against.
x. premarital sex = For
x. driving drunk = Against.
x. gay/lesbian relationships = For.
x. soap operas = For

favorite ...
x. food = Pizza
x. song = Tiger Lily - Matchbook Romance, No It Isn't - +44 and Swing Life Away - Rise Against
x. thing to do = SLEEP!
x. thing to talk about = Anything, music
x. sports = AFL
x. drinks = Apple juice and water
x. clothes= My new emo jeans and my band t-shirts and my boob tube!
x. movies = Don't really have a favourite
x. bands = Good Charlotte, Blink 182, Matchbook Romance, Rancid, Taking Back Sunday and a load more
x. holiday = Christmas
x. cars = Ford Falcon Ute!

have you ...
x. ever cried over a girl or boy = Yes
x. ever lied to someone = Yes
x. ever been in a fist fight = Yes
x. ever been arrested = Almost

what ...
x. shampoo do you use = Any that's in the bathroom
x. perfume do you use = Some Strawberry stuff
x. shoes do you wear = Converse and Stich or something
x. are you scared of = Spiders

number ...
x. of times you have had your heart broken? Once
x. of hearts you have broken? None, i don't know
x. of continents you have lived in? One
x. of people you would classify as true, could trust with your life type friends? Probably 5
x. of people you consider your enemies? None, i don't
x. of people from high school that you stayed in contact with? I'm still in Highschool
x. cd's that you own? About 70 or so
x. of things in your past that you regret? I don't know

Are you..
Spontaneous: Yes
Adventurous: Yes
Nice: Sometimes
Pretty: I don't think so
Friendly: Yep
Short: Yes!
Tall: Hell no
Dumb: Kinda
Smart: Not really
Creative: Sometimes
Original: I don't know.........am i?
Popular: Not really
Sporty: HAHA...no
Musical: Yup
Blue: Nope
Bored: Yeah
Goofy: Yes
Loving: Yes
Hateful: Yup
Jealous: I'm jealous!
Anxious: Nope
Shy: Around Beau i am :S
Hyper: Yeah, when i'm not tired
Likeable: Probably
Cool: I am to my friends :P
Bootylicious: I can't dance, but i like to think i can
Hurting: Nope, just jealous

Faves..
Class: Drama
Friend: Kirsty, Ronnie, Mel, Sian, Bron, Beau, Angelo and everyone else in our little group
Illegal thing; TeePeeing and egging
Candy: Chocolate
Dessert: Cake
Color: Pink, black and green
Website: www.myspace.com/randomweirdfreak/
Place to go for fun: My room and random concert venues
TV show: Viva La Bam and Meet The Barkers
Clothing item: My emo jeans, band t-shirts and my boob tube
Store: Midwest trader and Jay Jays
TV channel: Ten and Channel [v]
Radio station: Nova and Mix 102.3
CD: Any of my CD's are cool

...Random...

PS - Thank you Kimmie for letting me steal this from you!

benjispinkthong @ 2006-04-08T16:46:00

2006-04-08T07:19:12Z

I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! <3

...Random...

Clipsal 500!

2006-03-26T04:04:12Z

Woo YAY! I had lots of fun......... SILVERCHAIR rocked so hard! I moshed, i got hurt, now i can't walk properly..... how great! Some stupid chick landed on me....... so painful! BUT Silverchair rocked!!!

That is all i wanted to say! BYES!

*Random*

PS- Some guy from my school wants to hook-up with me! :)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-02-19T05:52:59Z

I WANT COMMENTS~~BITCHES!!!~~

LOVE LOVE

xXx RANDOM xXx

Bored bored bored

2006-02-19T05:47:42Z

So what are you all LJer's up to? Me absolutely NOTHING! I'm such a boring person! HAHA!

I got a letter from Ronnie on Friday! It's great! She sent me 4 CD's, Horrorpops, Day Of Contempt, The Transplants and The Black Market! Awesome awesome awesome!

BORED!

Something smells, i think it's you! Get away from my Live Journal you stinky peice of shit!

Yeah i'm weird and that was really random, but there's really nothing else to write about! Nothing has been happening at school except ALOT of working! School's so boring.

Year 12 isn't as hard as i thought it was going to be! English is crap though, that's the only thing i'm having trouble with. It sucks major llama balls! Maybe i find it hard because i'm really stupid! Everyone else is finding it easy, but ohh well i'm thinking of changing out of there and into something easy. Something technology-like. I loved technology when i was in year 8! Except for the whole slicing my finger with the drill.

PLUS i can change out of English because i don't need to worry about SACE patterns and UNI patterns because i'm not going to UNI! That's so great :D

Yeah now i'm just babbling on about nothing! ~~No one really cares about me~~ and my life and how it's not going to go anywhere! I'm just going to LEAVE!!!!

Love Love

xXx Random xXx

Sugar Coated

2006-01-23T05:32:21Z

I decided to sugar coat this Live Journal because i did offend Elle with what i wrote. So i deleted all of that shit and i'm going to start out fresh!

I've learnt some HTML codes to make it pretty, well, it's never going to be how i want it but at least i can make the font
BIGGER
and
smaller
So that's pretty nifty!

I'm going to listen to some music!

~~LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS!~~
can you tell i'm lying?

♥ Random!

BWAH!

2006-01-23T04:39:50Z

AN UPDATE!

~~I'm bored~~

That is all!

♥ Random!

Woo a post!

2005-11-03T07:46:36Z

Yeah i'm bored!

I haven't posted here in a while so i thought i would! Not so exciting my posts really. I doubt anyone really cares about me enough to read my diaries because i piss people off!

I got my lip pierced about 1 month ago, fuck it hurts, but i don't care i like it, well actually i love it! Ronnie came down here to boring Adelaide and she stayed for 2 weeks. She the best person to be with for 2 weeks! We don't get annoyed at each other, she's like my sister! It's great!

I don't really know what to say, but the weather is fucking crazy at the moment, first today it was a nice day and then it started raining and now it's nice. It's just weird!

Anyway because i'm probably annoying people i'm going to go and i might write nothing in my other diary like i did just then! YAY!

*Random*

Not writing in here anymore!

2005-09-10T03:12:15Z

haha i'm so screwed in the head.

~~I feel lonely!~~

~Random~

I wish

2005-07-27T13:08:40Z

I wish my mum would be nice and one time try to cheer me up. I don't think that's in her job description as my mum.
Right now i'm depressed and crying. Just because i feel like shit.
All day i have been shaking, it's really quite freaky, now my whole body is shaking, before it was just my hands and sometimes my legs.
I have my beethoven essay to write, i'm so going to see if i can stay home tomorrow, i really don't want to go tomorrow. I just feel like crap, emotionally and physically. I feel like throwing up right now. I feel fat too, i was eating heaps of chips before, well not fat just bloated!
Well i'm going to go to bed! And no my mum didn't notice that i have tears running down my cheeks.......meh!
*Random*